September 2010
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If I ever begin to tell you that I haven't "Made... →
heymikewaskom:
Click the link above to view the trailer. Holy shit, you guys, even if it is a student made film it still made me cry, because I’ve done something, created something that’s moved someone so deeply they made a fictional trailer from them. I can’t begin to express how gratifying this is.
Here are the posts that the trailer mentioned uses.
A fantastic, fantastic reader named...
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Those kind of relationships
.You know, the passionate ones. The ones where sex is constantly on your mind. You spend your days imagining fingertips, lips, teeth, and tongue exploring every inch of bare skin. Every date, you sit across from each other, both of you nodding your heads, barely tolerating the required pretense of interest in conversation before you can satisfy your urges. You crave each other. It’s insatiable....
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I could see her walking, her silhouette the main focus in the picture, my body was screaming to stop her. Grab her arm, spin her round and kiss her tell she understood. My heart wailed to my voice why, why wont you call out, call out her name. She’ll stop, just call out her name. But nothing would come out. I just stood, and stared.
She wouldn’t look back, far too stubborn, and yet I...
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We didn’t seem like the type of people to become close to each other: the straight edge goody two shoes who hasn’t had a drink in her life and the notorious cool guy who’s best known as the one who can handle the most drinks. Miss Never Been Kissed with Mister Make Out With a Girl I’ve Just Met. But that’s what we are. I mean, we’re just friends, but what...
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soulandexterior:
The dried up flowers from your burial lay in the hatchback of my car. You haunt my dreams. I can feel your presence. I can. I’m starting to feel everything and I wish I could understand. I’ve become so vulnerable. So emotional. So fucking everything. I’ve discovered that your death is coming in waves. But sometimes I wish it would come like an ever flowing river. Constantly...
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fallenangel1591-deactivated2010 asked: When will the pain end?
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fuckyeahbreakmyheart asked: That's bullshit. People can't just decide not to feel the pain anymore.
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Coke Talk of the Day
coketalk:
Ugh. My whole world is sore abs and yogurt.
I’m on an obligatory and highly ritualized post break-up diet and exercise regimen. Cliché, I know, but I prefer to externalize my pain, and it’s a helluva lot healthier than going on a four day coke binge in the Marilyn Suite.
Sure, this is a little bit of my crazy showing, but fuck it. Right now I need my muscles to ache more than my...
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Get Cold
I smile weakly as I open the door to let you in. You smile back, and move forward to give me a hug. My entire body is alert of all your movements. I lean awkwardly on your chest, not knowing how much pressure I should allow myself on you. Your palm lies on my lower back, a slight pressure, some sort of grip as well. I pause for a while, taking in the faintest smell of you - a scene all too...
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It’s Friday night.
I’ve spent all day in front of this screen, staring at this blank page. When you walked into my life, I stopped painting, I stopped writing. I lost myself in the creases of your heart, in the wrinkles at the sides of your smile. I was supposed to have gone out tonight, seen a movie with a friend I haven’t hung out with in awhile. But you don’t like him, and instead I’m home staring at this...
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Isn't it interesting that no matter how far our...
it’s terrifying and exhilarating.
(via heymikewaskom)
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tumblrbot asked: WHERE WOULD YOU MOST LIKE TO VISIT ON YOUR PLANET?
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4am at the Ritz-Calton
One would think by age 30 you would stop justifying infidelity. Knowing he was in town I sent a text his way, had caught my current boyfriend in a lie and I knew my ex, the one I followed around the entire year prior to this one would be drunk, awake thanks to either key bumps or adderal and of course he responded right away. He is waiting outside the lobby for me, laughing, smiling, pulling my...
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Anonymous asked: I've fallen in love with my first boyfriend, I'm 21. It was worth the wait. Being in love is one of the most beautiful things to ever happen to me.
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Celebrities discovering the downside of Twitter... →
heymikewaskom:
” In a post on Tumblr last week, Mayer said he felt he had “made the right move” to the new site. Despite having only 50,000 Tumblr followers, he admitted to having “an even larger Tumblr addiction” than the one he had to Twitter.”
Fact: John Mayer only has 30,000 more tumblr followers that my blog, Since She Left has. I hit 20k this week, pretty stoked on that. Also, I’ve...
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I picked up, I shouldn’t have.
i told myself i wouldn’t anymore. but we’re on the phone and you just asked me to come visit. again. for the third time. and before i can stop myself, i tell you that i want to. i don’t think i mean it anymore. i don’t think you believe me anymore either. so why do we keep doing this to each other? why can’t we accept that we’ve expired and just let each other go? but i don’t let you go....
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Anonymous asked: I don't really like your blog...or understand it. I have no idea how I wound up following you, actually.
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Strangers
We fucked like strangers, and she moaned like she was sharing a secret. In between gasps, she whispered, “You’re some kind of poison,” and all I could think was I’d never seen murder so beautiful.
Submitted by joshuameasures
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Anonymous asked: I think I'm in love with you. But I won't tell you because those words might cost me...I just want someone to stay, for once.
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Anonymous asked: From the ages of 9 to 14 I was molested by my older brother. When I was 16 I was raped by a family friend. I tried to tell my mother once and she just said "You're lying. Or you probably asked for it." Since then I have never told another soul. I feel like if I did they would say the same. They would think I'm just asking for attention.
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Anonymous asked: I'm 21 and have never been in love. I worry I will never feel it.
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Anonymous asked: i'm afraid he's moved on. and i want him back more than anything.
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Anonymous asked: I'm starting to think that somehow, the magic of strong relationships has disappeared for this generation. I don't see the point in being another heartbroken person....
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Anonymous confessions starting now... →
Try to keep it clean and nothing illegal, ok?
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A new trend recently I've been seeing
is people submitting images that they obviously stole straight up off the internet. Someone even submitted a photo that was watermarked as copyrighted. What the fuck, you guys? Sometimes I can’t tell if it’s an original image or not, but If you’re going to submit an image that you didn’t take please credit the source. If you’re unsure how to do this, read this post...
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She was everything I had ever wanted.
She was beyond gorgeous with those chestnut locks, and big, green eyes and that curvy body that made anything she wore look good. She was independent, yet she relied on others for love. She was a dreamer; she never forgot her dreams. Once they were in her mind, they were there to stay and be fulfilled. She was a loving and caring soul. She was goofy and her laugh always made me smile....
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Only Those Pictures Remain
Whenever I would look at him, I’d keep on trying to imagine him as words in my head. Smart. Sexy. Witty. Charming. I’d try to somehow form a memory of him in the way that comes to me most naturally—words.
But as time passed, only pictures remained in my mind.
The images that cycled through my head were his eyes—the three most distinct temperaments in his eyes.
The way he used to...
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I hate when I've been drinking and it gets to the...
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Engraved Trees
I decided to take a drive to the park three towns away. Haven’t been there in forever and I needed a change of pace. I parked my car near the racetrack and looked around. So many people were out today. Mostly middle aged moms with their children and dogs but the scene was pleasant. I could never picture myself living in the suburbs but it’s always nice to visit.
I looked down at my...
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Funtime Friday Tumblr Meetup!
Next Friday. It’s going to be epic. If you haven’t yet, RSVP here. It’s in Union Square park, um what else. Here’s a list of my friends who will be there! (hint: follow them)
Tristan Henry-Wilson. Who works for a MAJOR chocolatier days and at night creates epic oil paintings. He will also be GIVING AWAY FREE PRINTS AT THE MEETUP!!
Cerena. Just moved to NYC also a...
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I am walking through the mall, wearing this ring. I am holding hands with a man much greater than you ever could be. He is patiently watching me window shop for shoes we can’t afford to buy, because he loves to see me smile. He has just made a comment about how one day he will buy me a bigger ring, one that is so large and covered with diamonds that it is ugly, because that’s what...
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