Without you, what am I? A brief shadow of a girl, a bag of dust and bones trying to complete useless daily tasks.  You promise never to leave me, to always be the one to stand next to me  until I’m bent over to the Earth as it calls me to crawl into my grave.  But I can’t help but torture myself, imagine a life without you. My mind  and heart burn with dread at the thought of that, at the thought of no  more rolling around in bed together, our legs tangled in the sheets, our  laughter bubbling on our lips, your hands tracing every line of my  body. It scares me to think that one day I may not be the one to make  you smile, to see your luscious lips grin and your eyes crinkle with  happiness. To never feel your body press up against me as we lie under  the burning sun or cuddle under a blanket, or to never feel your hand  reach out and grab mine while I’m half asleep is my worst nightmare. I’m  fearful that something will take you from me, the cold shadow of death  or the mold of a dead relationship. I’m so fearful. Without you, without your love, I am deduced to nothing, a void, my heart is lost.
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Without you, what am I? A brief shadow of a girl, a bag of dust and bones trying to complete useless daily tasks. You promise never to leave me, to always be the one to stand next to me until I’m bent over to the Earth as it calls me to crawl into my grave. But I can’t help but torture myself, imagine a life without you. My mind and heart burn with dread at the thought of that, at the thought of no more rolling around in bed together, our legs tangled in the sheets, our laughter bubbling on our lips, your hands tracing every line of my body. It scares me to think that one day I may not be the one to make you smile, to see your luscious lips grin and your eyes crinkle with happiness. To never feel your body press up against me as we lie under the burning sun or cuddle under a blanket, or to never feel your hand reach out and grab mine while I’m half asleep is my worst nightmare. I’m fearful that something will take you from me, the cold shadow of death or the mold of a dead relationship. I’m so fearful. Without you, without your love, I am deduced to nothing, a void, my heart is lost.

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