We would whisper ‘I love you’ every night on the phone because you knew I could get in trouble for talking so late. You would talk me to sleep every night, until my breathing turned steady enough you knew I was in a dream state, probably off somewhere with you in a jungle of sort, and then I would hear a faint “Goodnight Sierra, I love you. always” But then the sweetness turned sour. You didnt want to talk, you would tell me not to call, but of course I did. I would call only to get “I told you not to call. We don’t talk about anything anymore” and that would be it. You would hang up. From there it went downhill, and I couldnt stop you. The meanness turned into fights about trust, and all I ever remember doing then was crying because I was so confused where we went wrong, and I felt so helpless. I tried fixing it, but you cant fix somebody who has decided they dont want to be fixed. 10 months, almost to the T, but I dont regret it-never did, never will. We learned together, and we will always be cosmically intertwined, even if its only by fingers every once in a while now. And so it was. It was done, you made it simple. submitted by rootsgrowdeeper.

We would whisper ‘I love you’ every night on the phone because you knew I could get in trouble for talking so late. You would talk me to sleep every night, until my breathing turned steady enough you knew I was in a dream state, probably off somewhere with you in a jungle of sort, and then I would hear a faint “Goodnight Sierra, I love you. always”

But then the sweetness turned sour. You didnt want to talk, you would tell me not to call, but of course I did. I would call only to get “I told you not to call. We don’t talk about anything anymore” and that would be it. You would hang up. From there it went downhill, and I couldnt stop you. The meanness turned into fights about trust, and all I ever remember doing then was crying because I was so confused where we went wrong, and I felt so helpless. I tried fixing it, but you cant fix somebody who has decided they dont want to be fixed.

10 months, almost to the T, but I dont regret it-never did, never will. We learned together, and we will always be cosmically intertwined, even if its only by fingers every once in a while now.

And so it was. It was done, you made it simple.

submitted by rootsgrowdeeper.

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    own submission? im just astounded
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