I sit and I hold two cold circular stones in my hand because this is what I’ve been led to. I have never put my faith into God but instead believed so much in love that it sometimes takes me over. I believed in love before I’d experienced it like I have now. Not in a fairytale way, but in a pure, unadulterated, beautiful way. The way that love can build, dream, repair and do so many other amazing things but it can also destroy. He’s gone now and I’m ruined. He’s gone but I have to sit here in the knowledge that he still loves me but that we cannot be together. He loves me.
I hold on to moments now. My head on his chest with his kisses in my hair. A beautiful boy loves me but it’s not enough. Why can’t that be enough?
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